So, my due date is in 12 days, which means Eli can come any time now....AHHH!! The nursery is ready, hospital bag is packed, car seat is installed and everything is ready, we are just waiting on Eli to make his grand entrance. It's funny how I am normally high strung and will freak out at the drop of a hat, but for some reason, pregnancy has mellowed me out and things that would normally bother me don't. I am anxious about labor and delivery, but I am not freaking out about it like I thought that I would. I just have a peace and calmness and know that God will take care of me and Eli will get here healthy and amazing.
My biggest fear about being a parent is the rearing, molding and shaping Eli and being a great role model in his life. It's kind of scary to think that everything I say or do is going to be seen and heard by Eli. I want to be the best mom that I can. I am just praying that God will guide me and give me the strength to know what to do and how to do it. I know that He is going to take care of us and that we are going to be the best parents that we can. I am excited about being a mom and feel like I am achieving one of the many purposes that God created me for.
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